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Day 2

Well yesterday I said that I was at the doctors.  Well that ended up being bad news.  They think my ear problem is back but this time it is effecting my nerves.  On the past 4 days I have fallen down the stairs in my apartment twice due to losing my balance and the room starting to spin. Neither time I broke anything which is good.  However I'm afraid that the next time I won't be so lucky.  I'm afraid that his time more than o have ever been.  This is something that every time it comes up I'm scared to death.  But this time I feel it is worst.   I'm not sure I can handle it.  I know my wife and kids are here for me. So I'm in the ER now, they took some xrays and a CT.  Hopefully this will at least let me know how bad it actually is. I will post tomorrow what I find out today.

Day one

So today is the first day of the rest of my life.  From here I'm not sure where I'm headed or how I'm going to get there.  I just hope that on this trip I have company.  Let me start in the begining. August/September the wife and I had weight loss surgery. This was one of the best decisions of our lives.  We have list so much weight and are much healthier than we have been been.  We are able to walk up stairs, go hiking, ride bikes enjoy life.  We have our ups and downs due to this.  We have fallen off the diet we are supposed to be following on more than one occasion.  Currently we are off but trying or best to get back on.  You have no idea how addictive sugar actually is until you try to cut it out of your life. Fast​ forward to today.  We are having issues in our relationship.  We think that the weight loss surgery has caused us to possibly change in more than one of way.  We are working on figuring out where we stand and what we are​ going to be doing.  There are sev